hi guys
I had lots of non-bdsm normal relationships and I like to have them too, I mean I need them both I think! And I like to discuss my only bdsm experiment and I appreciate your opinions
I had a normal relationship with my girlfriend until I said to her that I like to be the slave kissing her feet, and I like her to ride me and spit on me and etc and I mentioned how I love taht we do this in stockings
So she went that once and I kneed and kissed her feat and we do some of the things , she was not bad for her first time knowing what is femdom , slave and etc
And few hours later she wants to have normal sex and I couldn't at all, suddenly after two just two hours of worshiping her and her feet and feeling that she is my mistress every time we wanted to have sex my p doesn't get erect or if it does it lost it in 30secs ! Seems weird to me! And one other day I asked that she does it again, but she weren't in that stocking and this time her feet smells bad so I happen not to lick them, I wanted to worship her ass and she doesn't knew it before so her ass wasn't that clean either ! Any way I couldn't do that and worship here despite that I imagined being like a dog for a girl and on knees since I was a little child and I wouldn't known that this things exist in real world! I love to have mistress I love to tortured by a dom but I don't like women socks individually , I don't know if I am a slave or not! And I don't know that I should continue searching for this kind of relationships or not! I don't know why I like this things ! Even when I was 7 years old we had a game with my sister and she acid that I could act as lamb just one time but I really loved it! I don't know why , I don't know why I liked to be the dog of our neighbor's girl when I was 11 not knowing these thing exist ! I appreciate if you help me!
I had lots of non-bdsm normal relationships and I like to have them too, I mean I need them both I think! And I like to discuss my only bdsm experiment and I appreciate your opinions
I had a normal relationship with my girlfriend until I said to her that I like to be the slave kissing her feet, and I like her to ride me and spit on me and etc and I mentioned how I love taht we do this in stockings
So she went that once and I kneed and kissed her feat and we do some of the things , she was not bad for her first time knowing what is femdom , slave and etc
And few hours later she wants to have normal sex and I couldn't at all, suddenly after two just two hours of worshiping her and her feet and feeling that she is my mistress every time we wanted to have sex my p doesn't get erect or if it does it lost it in 30secs ! Seems weird to me! And one other day I asked that she does it again, but she weren't in that stocking and this time her feet smells bad so I happen not to lick them, I wanted to worship her ass and she doesn't knew it before so her ass wasn't that clean either ! Any way I couldn't do that and worship here despite that I imagined being like a dog for a girl and on knees since I was a little child and I wouldn't known that this things exist in real world! I love to have mistress I love to tortured by a dom but I don't like women socks individually , I don't know if I am a slave or not! And I don't know that I should continue searching for this kind of relationships or not! I don't know why I like this things ! Even when I was 7 years old we had a game with my sister and she acid that I could act as lamb just one time but I really loved it! I don't know why , I don't know why I liked to be the dog of our neighbor's girl when I was 11 not knowing these thing exist ! I appreciate if you help me!