Help me - a secret fetish craving

Hi, I'm hoping for responses from women.

I have a secret desire that my wife finds "too gross" to help me with.
For the longest time, I've wanted to drink/lick up my own cum. To be honest, after I've ejaculated, my selfwill isn't strong enough to get me to try it alone.

All I need is women, any women, any age, to tell me to do this.

For every women who replies to this thread, (or PMs me privately),
I will drink/lick/clean up/swallow all my cum after masturbation.
Just tell me to, and I promise I will. Nothing elaborate or complex needed,
unless you so specify.

Tools available: Finger, spoon, wine glass, amaretto(tall) shot glass, plate...
Location: shower, bed..

Thanks in advance for helping fulfill this fetish/fantasy of mine.
I look forward to (and hope) to hear some replies.

I will drink to your health, a silent toast to you, tonight, HelloToast.

Thx.
If there's anything I can do for you in return, feel free to ask.

Success - well, sort of.

HelloToast said:

Give yourself a cum shot to your face. Just use your hands afterwards to make sure to get it all in your mouth. No waste!

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My opportunity finally presented itself, monday night.
Getting into a position to cum on my face .. well, not easy for me.
I missed my face.. but did manage to hit my upper chest.
I cleaned up all of it - No waste!

It's interesting,
I expected I'd have to suppress a natural gagh reflex, but none came.
It felt very creamy in my mouth, smooth, and tasted a bit salty, and sweet at the same time. I'm not sure I enjoyed the taste, YET, but it wasn't at all as bad as I thought. I can see how after a while, I could really LIKE the taste of this..

Wondering - at what point does it taste so good, it's becomes something I'd love to eat?

Let the gods of Fate tell you how

Roll a single dice -
or have someoneelse roll it for you,
3 times. (ie 3 - 5 - 4)
These three numbers are your (where, how, what) marching orders.
..........................................................................................
Where?
1-3 In bed
4 In the shower
5 In front of computer, watching porn
6 In front of a window, where you can't hide what you are doing

How?
1 No edging, no
2 No edging, Small vibrator/dildo/object in Ass
3 No edging, Large vibrator/dildo/object in Ass
4 When hard, spank your balls, 10 times, (last 5 hard).
5 Edge once (get up, walk around, wait 5 mins).
6 Edge twice, same..

With what?
1 Onto chest, use your fingers
2 Onto chest, spoon it up.
3 Into a wine glass
4 Into a shot glass, (tall ones are best)
5 Go Doggy style, onto a mirror, or kitchen plate.
6 Into a refillable (coffee) mug – next time-in public- top up with coffee (tea, water). Go to class, job, and drink it in front of others.

tempered_sugar said:

This isn't exactly replying in the way you want but have you thought about licking the cum off your wife's lips when you cum on her face/in her mouth?

Mr likes doing that too me and I find it very hot in a twisted way. Less full on than licking up or drinking all your cum and she might be a bit more relaxed if you just randomly did it one time

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I'm jeolous of your Mr. Lucky him.

If only my wife would allow me such a pleasure.. but she's VERY vanilla.
Snowball? The last time she had her lips around my cock was .. mid 80s',
.. it became the last because I got tooo into it...
We've had this conversation again the past few months.
And she made it clear - absolutely not going to happen.
When I explained to her what a creampie was, and how I'd love to give her
one after straight sex.. thought maybe.. but .. No way, Jose!
For her, all of this talk is pure: "ucky".
Ahh..my cross to bear.

Been a while.. desperate for another taste

HelloToast said:

Give yourself a cum shot to your face. Just use your hands afterwards to make sure to get it all in your mouth. No waste!

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Hey, Toast
Anyone.

I'm getting desperate.. I hungry. and I need a little push.
Hit me. Please.

CumDare said:

I get this craving to swallow my cum, also. But, for me, there has to be some trade-off. Like show me your tits or pussy, then I will swallow my cum load. Or masturbate for me to dare me to swallow my cum x amount of times within x amount of days.

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Hmmm. interesting idea.. Send me a xrated pic, and I'll masturbate thinking of you, what you're showing me, and I'll eat my cum..

Would this approach really make women more receptive to the idea? I wonder.