Hello there everyone,
I'm a (soon to be) 19 year old gay male with strong submissive/masochistic fantasies. At this point in my life, I have yet to try out any of these fantasies with another person in real life. All that I've done has been self-inflicted (ie self-spanking). Lately I've been becoming increasingly worried that my fantasies won't match up with real-life experience at all and I'll hate everything I thought I would enjoy. This, in turn, has caused me to be worried/hesitant to meet up with someone in real life, for fear that my expectations will be shattered.
I was just wondering if anyone else out there had similar feelings or could possibly offer advice of some sort.
Thanks.
I'm a (soon to be) 19 year old gay male with strong submissive/masochistic fantasies. At this point in my life, I have yet to try out any of these fantasies with another person in real life. All that I've done has been self-inflicted (ie self-spanking). Lately I've been becoming increasingly worried that my fantasies won't match up with real-life experience at all and I'll hate everything I thought I would enjoy. This, in turn, has caused me to be worried/hesitant to meet up with someone in real life, for fear that my expectations will be shattered.
I was just wondering if anyone else out there had similar feelings or could possibly offer advice of some sort.
Thanks.