#advice

Hey everyone, I am new here. . . so not sure what to honestly title this post (haha). I have known for several years that I am a Switch, and for several years I've been exploring the BDSM lifestyle more and more.. without violating the boundaries of my present marriage. My spouse is "vanilla"...

I've been a dominant in all my past relationships and never often has submissive experiences. I never had cared for them in the past, until I met my boyfriend now. I was drunk and told him he could have his way with me one night, and from that moment on I absolutely cannot get him out of my...