To clarify I am not on here for a dom. I am (technically) already owned.
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However, I'm a lonely wife with no one to talk to about my sexual desires.
My husband is a very traditional vanilla man. I've been involved in bdsm for a long time, nearly 15 years. It was something I had to let go of when I got married. I didn't realize how much I would miss it. My sexual interests are dark age play, anal stretching, extreme verbal degradation, cnc, and piss play. I have not indulged in these interests in nearly 2 years. I tested the waters and husband is not into anything I'm into. Our sex life is very basic. When I ask for more sex, I'm met with anger and disgust. I have always had a high sex drive. I've been involved in sex parties, gangbangs and sex work. My husband knows I was in sex work and was disgusted by that. He is disgusted by the idea of me being used by other men. 3somes are out the window. I masturbate daily with toys and often masturbate my ass because he has never fucked my ass once and likely won't ever.
Thank you for letting me vent.
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However, I'm a lonely wife with no one to talk to about my sexual desires.
My husband is a very traditional vanilla man. I've been involved in bdsm for a long time, nearly 15 years. It was something I had to let go of when I got married. I didn't realize how much I would miss it. My sexual interests are dark age play, anal stretching, extreme verbal degradation, cnc, and piss play. I have not indulged in these interests in nearly 2 years. I tested the waters and husband is not into anything I'm into. Our sex life is very basic. When I ask for more sex, I'm met with anger and disgust. I have always had a high sex drive. I've been involved in sex parties, gangbangs and sex work. My husband knows I was in sex work and was disgusted by that. He is disgusted by the idea of me being used by other men. 3somes are out the window. I masturbate daily with toys and often masturbate my ass because he has never fucked my ass once and likely won't ever.
Thank you for letting me vent.
