I can't leave this headspace

[deustuus]

I've been a dominant in all my past relationships and never often has submissive experiences. I never had cared for them in the past, until I met my boyfriend now. I was drunk and told him he could have his way with me one night, and from that moment on I absolutely cannot get him out of my head. He's a full submissive, and often gets a little uncomfortable when he sees me dropping like that. He wanted to try something new and he wasn't comfortable doing so, but now I'm head over heels for the idea and I don't know what to do. Every time he even touches me in a dominant way, my brain short circuits. It's getting in the way of our usual dynamic and I don't know how to kick the headspace out. Is there anything I can do to at least forget about it or something? I don't want to push his limits simply because I enjoyed it.