I absolutely crave being high and having sex. 20 mg of thc/cbd, a bottle of poppers, an eleven inch knotted dildo, a wedge pillow and a fucking machine make for a night of pleasure that I will feel for the next few days but wont remember much of. My anxieties disappear and I slip so well into subspace. My Sir and I have prior consent set up that once I am high, my body is his and anyone he invites' sex toy.