I’ll add to this. The lazy lack of effort just further shows the inexperience. A master is one who’s not self titled. It is earned through experience and time. It’s clear you have little to none of either with this half ass attempt. You give nothing of yourself. No prior experience. No kinks. No limits. Nothing. The results you’re going to get will be equal to the effort you put in. Furthermore we all started somewhere if you just come in to kink open and honest about your inexperience you’ll see the community is very supportive. But fake it til you make it or lying will get you found out quickly.