After learning my mother has a similar fantasy, I have finally come to accept that I experience sexual arousal when I think about someone forcefully stripping me naked and making me perform sexual acts against my will. The problem is when I think about acting out these scenes is, on one hand, I experience arousal and disire towards me being stripped or "forced to perform against my will," but on the other hand, I'm afraid that it may be too intense, and I'd be too afraid and confused to use the safeword, and as a result, I also worry it may become real. I'm not sure how to handle this. Does anybody have any advice?
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