I have never eaten sandwiches. I don’t know why this is, even as a kid I wouldn’t take them to school or anything. I would eat my lunch and watch girls eating there sandwiches. This went on all the time and I became fascinated with females eating sandwiches.
This, over time grew in to a state of mind where I now associate sandwiches to women. Whenever I see a woman who I think is attractive I immediately picture her with a sandwich and get aroused by the thought.
I lost my hair when I was young through alopecia and had confidence issues when ‘chatting up’ women. This obviously meant I spent a lot time on my own to satisfy my sexual needs so it wasn’t long before I started to create scenarios in my head. I found myself becoming more attracted to women who I’d seen eating or making sandwiches. I know that everyone does but the correlation between a women and a sandwich was now so big in my head that a sandwich was fast becoming a symbol of sexy women to me.
Fantasies were now developing of domination, I dreamed of going down on a woman while she had a sandwich or being ordered to make a sandwich for her before I could make love to her. The nonstop fantasies and ideas I was creating were blowing my mind and getting more and more adventurous. As I was still a virgin I’d crave at what it felt like to be in a women and it wasn’t long before I had the idea, the link between a women and a sandwich was obvious. I buttered two slices of bread and wrapped them tightly together in cling film and then cut an entry at one end. Then looking at porn I would masturbate using a sandwich as a simulated vagina. The sensation was amazing and the domination fantasies grew even more, suddenly I wouldn’t refer to a vagina as a vagina; to me it would be ‘my sandwich’ the part of a female who would only let me eat her sandwich if I’d been good.
Even though I found masturbation like this arousing and stimulating I still kept the thought that a woman would use this to control me, if I’d been good then she’d let me have a sandwich while she watched. All of a sudden, the power of a woman with a sandwich was dominating me uncontrollably.
It’s from here that my cross dressing started. Naturally I associated cling film with sandwiches as that’s what people wrap them up in to carry. I started to use of cling film on me like a condom to stop dribbling everywhere when I was playing and then I started to make nappies by wrapping it around myself. The idea then grew on me of this dominating woman making me act like a women, it was a strange experiment but I actually wrapped the cling film around my legs and waist to make a skirt, then up and down each leg to make stockings. I was actually making clothes from cling film.
Since then my fantasy has grown and grown and my dream to be owned by a woman who would have me as their little fetish girl to serve and tend to them is something I’d very much like to become a reality.
This, over time grew in to a state of mind where I now associate sandwiches to women. Whenever I see a woman who I think is attractive I immediately picture her with a sandwich and get aroused by the thought.
I lost my hair when I was young through alopecia and had confidence issues when ‘chatting up’ women. This obviously meant I spent a lot time on my own to satisfy my sexual needs so it wasn’t long before I started to create scenarios in my head. I found myself becoming more attracted to women who I’d seen eating or making sandwiches. I know that everyone does but the correlation between a women and a sandwich was now so big in my head that a sandwich was fast becoming a symbol of sexy women to me.
Fantasies were now developing of domination, I dreamed of going down on a woman while she had a sandwich or being ordered to make a sandwich for her before I could make love to her. The nonstop fantasies and ideas I was creating were blowing my mind and getting more and more adventurous. As I was still a virgin I’d crave at what it felt like to be in a women and it wasn’t long before I had the idea, the link between a women and a sandwich was obvious. I buttered two slices of bread and wrapped them tightly together in cling film and then cut an entry at one end. Then looking at porn I would masturbate using a sandwich as a simulated vagina. The sensation was amazing and the domination fantasies grew even more, suddenly I wouldn’t refer to a vagina as a vagina; to me it would be ‘my sandwich’ the part of a female who would only let me eat her sandwich if I’d been good.
Even though I found masturbation like this arousing and stimulating I still kept the thought that a woman would use this to control me, if I’d been good then she’d let me have a sandwich while she watched. All of a sudden, the power of a woman with a sandwich was dominating me uncontrollably.
It’s from here that my cross dressing started. Naturally I associated cling film with sandwiches as that’s what people wrap them up in to carry. I started to use of cling film on me like a condom to stop dribbling everywhere when I was playing and then I started to make nappies by wrapping it around myself. The idea then grew on me of this dominating woman making me act like a women, it was a strange experiment but I actually wrapped the cling film around my legs and waist to make a skirt, then up and down each leg to make stockings. I was actually making clothes from cling film.
Since then my fantasy has grown and grown and my dream to be owned by a woman who would have me as their little fetish girl to serve and tend to them is something I’d very much like to become a reality.
