hello,
i have had a little BDSM experience - mainly as a "dom-light". My dream however is to be a slave or sex slave to a mistress. To be educated and punished if necessary. To abandon my will, my mind, my body to this one special person - that in exchange will look over me, control me - because i know i need it - I need her. I know the path will be difficult and painful, but it is what I want. I want to make my future mistress happy - be her slave and obey to her orders.
I am sure that i might try to refuse at some point or try to break out. I am ready to be severely punished .... I am not educated just yet and yes i might still need to be broken.... I want to be broken.
can anyone help me?
i have had a little BDSM experience - mainly as a "dom-light". My dream however is to be a slave or sex slave to a mistress. To be educated and punished if necessary. To abandon my will, my mind, my body to this one special person - that in exchange will look over me, control me - because i know i need it - I need her. I know the path will be difficult and painful, but it is what I want. I want to make my future mistress happy - be her slave and obey to her orders.
I am sure that i might try to refuse at some point or try to break out. I am ready to be severely punished .... I am not educated just yet and yes i might still need to be broken.... I want to be broken.
can anyone help me?