I’ve maxed out the word count on the first log, so we’re now onto log 2.
14/01/18. I woke up hard and have been very horny all day. I’ve had very naughty thoughts, meaning that I’ve had a dripping semi for most of the day.
15/01/18. Lots of comments on some of my pics today. The best nought of people looking at them and commenting gets me excited. I’m going to spend 30 minutes looking at porn to make sure I go to bed hard.
16/01/18. I’ve had the dull ache all day, it sits in my halls and groin area. It’s just my body’s way of letting me know that being constantly horny with no relief causes my balls to fill. I’m about to write a major blog entry for my master, that’s guaranteed to get me hard and dripping.
17/01/18. Still pretty horny today. Spent most of the day thinking about what my master would have had me doing tonight had things gone to plan.
18/01/18. Kept getting a semi/hard on all day. Bit of an issue at times, hope people at work didn’t notice.
19/01/18. Really need to cum now.
20/01/18. Feel miserable today. Could it be because I haven’t cum for 3 weeks? Does not cumming make you feel sad?
21/01/18. Great chat with master. Very horny before and even more horny now. He had me send him a couple of pics of my hard dripping clitty. I’m going to bed rock hard, hope I don’t have an “accident” in my sleep as he’s told me that I’ll be punished if it happens.
22/01/18. Very horny today. Master teased me with the prospect of a cum last night and then snatched it away from me. Excited thinking about my photo shoot tomorrow.
23/01/18. Horny start to the evening doing my photo shoot then spent the last hour of the night dripping into my panties hoping my master would log on.
24/01/18. Full full balls today. Really thought and hoped I’d get to cum last night, but it wasn’t to be. It’s made today really hard (literally).
25/01/18. NEW RECORD! 25 days without cumming. Previous record was 24. Hope master grants me permission to cum soon.
26/01/18. Today was not so bad, busy at work and in the evening I watched a film, I kept my thoughts pure and kept away from porn.
27/01/18. Well today was very different to yesterday! I woke up early, hard with very kinky thoughts. I wanked myself hard and fast for as long as I dared and then rolled over to try and get more sleep while my clitty twitched and dripped. Once properly up I struggled to think anything but kinky thoughts, my underwear has been damp all day from constant dripping, which hasn’t been helped by reading a message from my master, replying to him and updating my blog.
28/01/18. Spent a hour chatting to my master. Was hard from the moment he came online until I went to bed. Spent the hour twitching and dripping, had to be so careful not to have an accident.
29/01/18. Been doing some research for a task I’ve been given. It involves watching porn, so no surprise I’m hard again and my full balls are aching.
30/01/18. Very horny all day. Knew I was going shopping this afternoon so found it difficult to think about anything other than shopping. Very exciting going shopping today, went to t k maxx, peacocks and Tesco. Got good stuff from peacocks and a few extra things from Tesco. Dripping precum the whole time I was shopping. Now very excited to try stuff on and post some pics.
31/01/18. DRY JANUARY COMPLETED! No not that type of dry January. I’ve just done a sissy dry January, master hasn’t allowed me to cum since dec 31st.
01/02/18. Today has been hard. I dressed in the some of the clothes I bought on Tuesday and took my picture for the February entry of my calendar. You can see it in my album. I got so excited I took more pictures and put them in my other album. I git very excited as you can see from the pictures. I then spent early evening looking at sissy open as research for my current task. To top might night off I wanked and edged myself as much as I dared whilst in the shower.
02/02/18. Just spent an hour talking to my master. I’m so hard now, I’ve dripped precum for the whole time and I nearly came at one point. He’s told me the earliest he’ll consider letting me cum is feb 21st. That will be 52 days!
03/02/18. Still crazy horny thinking about last night and the situation I find myself in. I’ve also just posted a poll in the show and tell thread, that’s got me hard, for about the 20th time today.
04/02/18. Added another update to my blog tonight as requested by master. He set a task that required me to study bj movies. He’s got a lovely knack of setting tasks that arouse me and add to my frustration at not being able to cum.
05/02/18. My mind is moving to future tasks I’m already excited.
06/02/18. I’m busy at work, which is good as it keeps my mind off my ever filing balls.
07/02/18. Keeping my mind pure it’s surprisingly easy at the moment.
08/02/18. Still ok with this so far, I wonder if I’ve got past some kind of physical or mental barrier. It’s been 39 days and I’ve been coping fine since my chat with my master on Friday.
09/02/18. Spent an hour chatting with my master. Hard the whole time, dripping lots of precum. Sent him a couple of pics to show him how horny he makes me.
10/02/18. All good again today, no major challenges.
11/02/18. Well how things can change overnight. Woke up hard and have been horny all day. Both balls really aching all afternoon, keep thinking about sex and porn. Have a huge desire to watch porn, even though I know that’s just going to frustrate me even more. It’s been 42 days. I really hope master will let me cum in 10 days time. I’m counting them down!
12/02/18. Been pretty horny all day, my mind kept wandering to naughty sissy thoughts and thinking about next week. I’ve also just spent an hour looking a sissy pics as master has ordered me to update one of my albums. Off to bed hard, dripping and frustrated!
13/02/18. Completed a task and added more pics to my “stuff I like album”. Looking at all those porn pics got me hard and dripping. I hope master allows me to cum soon.
14/02/18. Well master pulled out the stops for Valentine’s Day. It’s been 45 days since I last came and he’s set me a task to carry out on each of the next 7 days. I’ve had to review a sissy bj video and write a review. You’ll find this in my blog if you’d like to read it. It’s got me very excited and my clitty is throbbing and dripping, I’m also getting that familiar ache back in my right ball. He’s so good to me I could burst with happiness!
15/02/18. I’m hard and dripping again tonight. Master has sent me a link to a video which I’ve just watched. It was a shemale self sucking and ending with a self facial. I’m so jealous, I wish I could self suck.
16/02/18. Been good today and kept my mind off all things sexual.
17/02/18. Today has been challenging. Nearly had an accident in my sleep, been horny all day, keep getting random erections, including in the lingerie section of John Lewis. Completed another mini task fir master tonight which has got me all fired up again.
18/02/18. Been pretty horny today and got a chat planned with my master soon. I just know that will make me very hard and horny. I’ll be going to bed frustrated and dripping.
19/02/18. Well I was right about last night! I really hope master lets me cum soon. Everything makes me horny at the moment. I got a semi at work when day dreaming about what might happen on Wednesday. I got very hard tonight doing a task master had set me where I had to watch a sissy training movie whilst playing with my body. I also got hard in the shower when thinking about Wednesday again.
20/02/18. Incredible anticipation for tomorrow, also completed another task that meant looking at a lot of porn. Very very horny!
21/02/18. 52 days! Master allowed me to cum tonight. It was at the end of an hour long cam session and sat on my new 5.5” dildo. Master granted me permission to wank into a glass whilst my dildo filled my boipussy. I had the most incredible orgasm ever into the glass and then drank 52 day’s worth of cum. Thank you master James for allowing me to drink my cum.
22/02/18. So we start again. Still on a high from yesterday. I wonder how long it will be this time?
14/01/18. I woke up hard and have been very horny all day. I’ve had very naughty thoughts, meaning that I’ve had a dripping semi for most of the day.
15/01/18. Lots of comments on some of my pics today. The best nought of people looking at them and commenting gets me excited. I’m going to spend 30 minutes looking at porn to make sure I go to bed hard.
16/01/18. I’ve had the dull ache all day, it sits in my halls and groin area. It’s just my body’s way of letting me know that being constantly horny with no relief causes my balls to fill. I’m about to write a major blog entry for my master, that’s guaranteed to get me hard and dripping.
17/01/18. Still pretty horny today. Spent most of the day thinking about what my master would have had me doing tonight had things gone to plan.
18/01/18. Kept getting a semi/hard on all day. Bit of an issue at times, hope people at work didn’t notice.
19/01/18. Really need to cum now.
20/01/18. Feel miserable today. Could it be because I haven’t cum for 3 weeks? Does not cumming make you feel sad?
21/01/18. Great chat with master. Very horny before and even more horny now. He had me send him a couple of pics of my hard dripping clitty. I’m going to bed rock hard, hope I don’t have an “accident” in my sleep as he’s told me that I’ll be punished if it happens.
22/01/18. Very horny today. Master teased me with the prospect of a cum last night and then snatched it away from me. Excited thinking about my photo shoot tomorrow.
23/01/18. Horny start to the evening doing my photo shoot then spent the last hour of the night dripping into my panties hoping my master would log on.
24/01/18. Full full balls today. Really thought and hoped I’d get to cum last night, but it wasn’t to be. It’s made today really hard (literally).
25/01/18. NEW RECORD! 25 days without cumming. Previous record was 24. Hope master grants me permission to cum soon.
26/01/18. Today was not so bad, busy at work and in the evening I watched a film, I kept my thoughts pure and kept away from porn.
27/01/18. Well today was very different to yesterday! I woke up early, hard with very kinky thoughts. I wanked myself hard and fast for as long as I dared and then rolled over to try and get more sleep while my clitty twitched and dripped. Once properly up I struggled to think anything but kinky thoughts, my underwear has been damp all day from constant dripping, which hasn’t been helped by reading a message from my master, replying to him and updating my blog.
28/01/18. Spent a hour chatting to my master. Was hard from the moment he came online until I went to bed. Spent the hour twitching and dripping, had to be so careful not to have an accident.
29/01/18. Been doing some research for a task I’ve been given. It involves watching porn, so no surprise I’m hard again and my full balls are aching.
30/01/18. Very horny all day. Knew I was going shopping this afternoon so found it difficult to think about anything other than shopping. Very exciting going shopping today, went to t k maxx, peacocks and Tesco. Got good stuff from peacocks and a few extra things from Tesco. Dripping precum the whole time I was shopping. Now very excited to try stuff on and post some pics.
31/01/18. DRY JANUARY COMPLETED! No not that type of dry January. I’ve just done a sissy dry January, master hasn’t allowed me to cum since dec 31st.
01/02/18. Today has been hard. I dressed in the some of the clothes I bought on Tuesday and took my picture for the February entry of my calendar. You can see it in my album. I got so excited I took more pictures and put them in my other album. I git very excited as you can see from the pictures. I then spent early evening looking at sissy open as research for my current task. To top might night off I wanked and edged myself as much as I dared whilst in the shower.
02/02/18. Just spent an hour talking to my master. I’m so hard now, I’ve dripped precum for the whole time and I nearly came at one point. He’s told me the earliest he’ll consider letting me cum is feb 21st. That will be 52 days!
03/02/18. Still crazy horny thinking about last night and the situation I find myself in. I’ve also just posted a poll in the show and tell thread, that’s got me hard, for about the 20th time today.
04/02/18. Added another update to my blog tonight as requested by master. He set a task that required me to study bj movies. He’s got a lovely knack of setting tasks that arouse me and add to my frustration at not being able to cum.
05/02/18. My mind is moving to future tasks I’m already excited.
06/02/18. I’m busy at work, which is good as it keeps my mind off my ever filing balls.
07/02/18. Keeping my mind pure it’s surprisingly easy at the moment.
08/02/18. Still ok with this so far, I wonder if I’ve got past some kind of physical or mental barrier. It’s been 39 days and I’ve been coping fine since my chat with my master on Friday.
09/02/18. Spent an hour chatting with my master. Hard the whole time, dripping lots of precum. Sent him a couple of pics to show him how horny he makes me.
10/02/18. All good again today, no major challenges.
11/02/18. Well how things can change overnight. Woke up hard and have been horny all day. Both balls really aching all afternoon, keep thinking about sex and porn. Have a huge desire to watch porn, even though I know that’s just going to frustrate me even more. It’s been 42 days. I really hope master will let me cum in 10 days time. I’m counting them down!
12/02/18. Been pretty horny all day, my mind kept wandering to naughty sissy thoughts and thinking about next week. I’ve also just spent an hour looking a sissy pics as master has ordered me to update one of my albums. Off to bed hard, dripping and frustrated!
13/02/18. Completed a task and added more pics to my “stuff I like album”. Looking at all those porn pics got me hard and dripping. I hope master allows me to cum soon.
14/02/18. Well master pulled out the stops for Valentine’s Day. It’s been 45 days since I last came and he’s set me a task to carry out on each of the next 7 days. I’ve had to review a sissy bj video and write a review. You’ll find this in my blog if you’d like to read it. It’s got me very excited and my clitty is throbbing and dripping, I’m also getting that familiar ache back in my right ball. He’s so good to me I could burst with happiness!
15/02/18. I’m hard and dripping again tonight. Master has sent me a link to a video which I’ve just watched. It was a shemale self sucking and ending with a self facial. I’m so jealous, I wish I could self suck.
16/02/18. Been good today and kept my mind off all things sexual.
17/02/18. Today has been challenging. Nearly had an accident in my sleep, been horny all day, keep getting random erections, including in the lingerie section of John Lewis. Completed another mini task fir master tonight which has got me all fired up again.
18/02/18. Been pretty horny today and got a chat planned with my master soon. I just know that will make me very hard and horny. I’ll be going to bed frustrated and dripping.
19/02/18. Well I was right about last night! I really hope master lets me cum soon. Everything makes me horny at the moment. I got a semi at work when day dreaming about what might happen on Wednesday. I got very hard tonight doing a task master had set me where I had to watch a sissy training movie whilst playing with my body. I also got hard in the shower when thinking about Wednesday again.
20/02/18. Incredible anticipation for tomorrow, also completed another task that meant looking at a lot of porn. Very very horny!
21/02/18. 52 days! Master allowed me to cum tonight. It was at the end of an hour long cam session and sat on my new 5.5” dildo. Master granted me permission to wank into a glass whilst my dildo filled my boipussy. I had the most incredible orgasm ever into the glass and then drank 52 day’s worth of cum. Thank you master James for allowing me to drink my cum.
22/02/18. So we start again. Still on a high from yesterday. I wonder how long it will be this time?
