Totally new to all this so im reaching out, ive been straight all my life but always been really kinky experimenting with lots of taboo as a child when i first discovered sex, i suppose i have always had a real fetish for cock especially BBC and used to masturbate thinking of it, well the feeling is overwhelming lately and i really want and dream of losing my anal virginity and being a right slut for a big cocked black male but im so nervous, is there anything you advise or could dare me to help train me for eventual cock thankyou