I need someone to impress... Someone to nurture and encourage me to be a better crossdressing little sissy who provides content for you all. Can you control my porn, tell me when I get to masturbate and when/if I get to cum, linked to my fitness goals?
So far I've failed even the simple Locktober rules I set for myself which clearly isn't good enough. For some reason my wife has been hornier than normal this month and I've had two hand jobs and full sex with her which is delicious, but all my attempts at edging have resulted in me failing to keep my cum inside and I'm not even sticking to sissy porn...
(Which is probably a good thing, what I should really do is start to abstain and train myself to get aroused by my wife)
I have two big targets, first is to lose my belly and get back into a UK men's size L which should then fit comfortably into a women's 16. Currently I can wear size 16 skirts but dresses and tops, particularly crop tops, I need larger.
My deadline is April when I have a family holiday booked, and because it will be hot it will be when I can get away with Veeting my body. I want this then to become habit.
From then on, I want to produce some sissy crossdresser content next year, but the following April I am planning a trip to Las Vegas, most likely alone, in which case I will DEFINITELY want all of my sissy wardrobe so I can film myself crossdressed out and about in the city of sin.
So far I've failed even the simple Locktober rules I set for myself which clearly isn't good enough. For some reason my wife has been hornier than normal this month and I've had two hand jobs and full sex with her which is delicious, but all my attempts at edging have resulted in me failing to keep my cum inside and I'm not even sticking to sissy porn...
(Which is probably a good thing, what I should really do is start to abstain and train myself to get aroused by my wife)
I have two big targets, first is to lose my belly and get back into a UK men's size L which should then fit comfortably into a women's 16. Currently I can wear size 16 skirts but dresses and tops, particularly crop tops, I need larger.
My deadline is April when I have a family holiday booked, and because it will be hot it will be when I can get away with Veeting my body. I want this then to become habit.
From then on, I want to produce some sissy crossdresser content next year, but the following April I am planning a trip to Las Vegas, most likely alone, in which case I will DEFINITELY want all of my sissy wardrobe so I can film myself crossdressed out and about in the city of sin.
