Your wet dream's 19yo GOTH GIRL SUB! (confessional)

[MercyHunter]

This seems like good click bait (even tho it's a combination of things I've actually been called).
HI! I want to share what I'm looking for, not because i expect to find it, but because i think it could be fun. (Also i just really need to get this off my chest, because i can't talk about it with my friend's).

I want a serious partnership (date to marry) but I'm looking for a dominant man. I don't want a pseudo alpha male or "big dick daddy dom". I don't want a "daddy" or to call anyone that but thats besides the point.
I want to be pretty much an eye candy, trophy house wife (who has a job). I want to cook, clean, do house work and generally serve my husband.
I want to be respected and valued, but also degraded and treated like a slut? You get it, i know you do!
I'd say it's a bit of the ownership stuff, becouse i want to be HiS slut, not just a slut.
I want to dress in skimpy little outfits for him, get all dolled up just to say "I belong to him".
I want to be treated like someones favorite object, even fuck toy.
Boss me around, put me in my place when i act like a little bitch, but also know how to properly communicate and problem solve.
I need someone who knows when to be gentle and who would actually find dealing with a brat fun (and not just see it as "someone to tame"). I want someone who would be intrested in me, beyond just fucking me but apperantly that's "a lot of ask for" and "having my expectations too high" nowadays.


This post is more about the dynamic, not so much kinks and i think that's pretty obvious. It's pretty corny, a bit repetitive and most likely boring to read. But that's on you dude, no one forced you to read it (my click bait was just too good).
If anyone calls me a pick me here because of this ill actually go and smash my head open.
My sincerest apologies for the hard read (it will happen again).
(I feel like this is the right place to post this, but if its not sorry finding things here can be kind of confusing).

 

[MercyHunter]

(OMG ICK)
"You've been daddied, by all the dudes that wanna dad. And all of those dads never gave you the things that you should've had" - Papa Nil

 

[RougeKarma]

>trophy house wife (who has a job). I want to cook, clean, do house work and generally serve my husband.
OK but how's you're handy game? Husbands are a lot like horses you gotta drain them once in a while or they lose focus.
t. Knower of many husbands and some horses too.
(DISCLAMER: this post is obviously the product of a deeply brain rotted mind and only a fool would take it seriously, ps: the click bait was truly powerfull 8/8.)

 

[MercyHunter]

OK but how's you're handy game? Husbands are a lot like horses you gotta drain them once in a while or they lose focus.
t. Knower of many husbands and some horses too.
(DISCLAMER: this post is obviously the product of a deeply brain rotted mind and only a fool would take it seriously,

My "handy game" is nonexistent, and im kind of glad. I don't want anything i consider meaningful to be wasted on a "horse" i don't like.
Also, very weird to compare a man to a horse, when it's not about a horse cock or Bojack horseman.

(I do have quite a brain rotted mind, but a lot of the things i said are indeed serious, just said in a more ironic way.

Ps: i have a talent with click bateing, glad you like it?)

 

[RougeKarma]

>I don't want anything i consider meaningful to be wasted on a "horse" i don't like.
I mean I can respect that but that shouldn't stop you from practicing on your own. You're not thinking about the long game here, imagine coming home one day, during that week of the month, late after your ladyboss day at work. You'll be tired and all kind of pissed and proly not in the mood to jump on your hubby. Few things crush the spirit of an honnest work horse like ignoring his needs.
Trust me little bro, cooking and cleaning do be in short supply in those time of generalised degeneracy but handies will never go out of style.
t. Bating scholar

 

[subzzzero]

This seems like good click bait (even tho it's a combination of things I've actually been called).
HI! I want to share what I'm looking for, not because i expect to find it, but because i think it could be fun. (Also i just really need to get this off my chest, because i can't talk about it with my friend's).

I want a serious partnership (date to marry) but I'm looking for a dominant man. I don't want a pseudo alpha male or "big dick daddy dom". I don't want a "daddy" or to call anyone that but thats besides the point.
I want to be pretty much an eye candy, trophy house wife (who has a job). I want to cook, clean, do house work and generally serve my husband.
I want to be respected and valued, but also degraded and treated like a slut? You get it, i know you do!
I'd say it's a bit of the ownership stuff, becouse i want to be HiS slut, not just a slut.
I want to dress in skimpy little outfits for him, get all dolled up just to say "I belong to him".
I want to be treated like someones favorite object, even fuck toy.
Boss me around, put me in my place when i act like a little bitch, but also know how to properly communicate and problem solve.
I need someone who knows when to be gentle and who would actually find dealing with a brat fun (and not just see it as "someone to tame"). I want someone who would be intrested in me, beyond just fucking me but apperantly that's "a lot of ask for" and "having my expectations too high" nowadays.


This post is more about the dynamic, not so much kinks and i think that's pretty obvious. It's pretty corny, a bit repetitive and most likely boring to read. But that's on you dude, no one forced you to read it (my click bait was just too good).
If anyone calls me a pick me here because of this ill actually go and smash my head open.
My sincerest apologies for the hard read (it will happen again).
(I feel like this is the right place to post this, but if its not sorry finding things here can be kind of confusing).

It all seemed ok to me. I’m just lost in this part here

If anyone calls me a pick me here because of this

Typo maybe? Idk I tried all the rest is clear cut. And what you’re seeking is not impossible. I think you have the right idea. Less focus on titles and more about what you want and need in a relationship.

 

[MercyHunter]

It all seemed ok to me. I’m just lost in this part here


Typo maybe? Idk I tried all the rest is clear cut. And what you’re seeking is not impossible. I think you have the right idea. Less focus on titles and more about what you want and need in a relationship.

Noy really a typo, I've just been called a "pick me" quite a lot of times when ive shared the life i want.
I do try not to focus on labels too much because i know what i want. I just ushually get made fun of about it when i share.

 

[MercyHunter]

>I don't want anything i consider meaningful to be wasted on a "horse" i don't like.
I mean I can respect that but that shouldn't stop you from practicing on your own. You're not thinking about the long game here,

I would much rather "practice" with a future partner! There is no shame in learning or being bad at things in the beginning.
The long game, is that the kind of people i like, don't consider this a bad thing!
Also, if we are talking "practicing on my own" for a future male partner, as a woman is actually impossible! Because im a cis woman, who doesn't have a dick .

You'll be tired and all kind of pissed and proly not in the mood to jump on your hubby

If you were to ask me about my opinion on this, i would have given you an answer. However you chose to just assume.
When I'm pissed from work, that ushually lasts an hour, max. I don't think that "home time" should be wasted on work.

And who said i would "ignore his needs"?
I made a post about my desired dynamic, not my kinks. I consider that a bit too personal, to plaster on the internet (even if im anonymous).
And personally i consider sex and kink to be a lot more intimate, than just something fun. (I have nothing against people who do it for fun, it's just not my cup of tea.)

 

[subzzzero]

Noy really a typo, I've just been called a "pick me" quite a lot of times when ive shared the life i want.
I do try not to focus on labels too much because i know what i want. I just ushually get made fun of about it when i share.

Ahh ok now it makes sense. Got ya

 

[subzzzero]

When I'm pissed from work, that ushually lasts an hour max. I don't think that "home time" should be wasted on work.

Yeah I can’t take work home. I’m not willing to let it ruin a night or anytime off the clock for that matter.

 

[RougeKarma]

>I would much rather "practice" with a future partner! There is no shame in learning or being bad at things in the beginning.

That is a pretty fair point.

>Also, if we are talking "practicing on my own" for a future male partner, as a woman is actually impossible! Because im a cis woman, who doesn't have a dick.

This isn't tho, you're just lacking imagination.

>If you were to ask me about my opinion on this, i would have giving you an answer. However you chose to just assume.
When I'm pissed from work, that ushually lasts an hour max. I don't think that "home time" should be wasted on work.

I feel like you really didn't like that one.
I mean I did kinda assume tbf but you'd have to be the only girl that's not a sad angry mess during her period for it to be inaccurate.
I wasn't trying to be mean just pointing out the kind of relationship you seek requires sacrifices on both sides.

Craving attention is the vanillaest of girlkinks and i have been told the pinch of rape fantasy is considered a feature on you newer models.
You'll be fine you just need to find a nice boy you like.

>And personally i consider sex and kink to be a lot more intimate, than just something fun. (I have nothing against people who do it for fun, it's just not my cup of tea.)

It do be a lot better when there's intimacy you're definitely right about that. I've unfortunately spent all my skill points into the interwebs weirdo subclass and I've become kinda decenstivised. I would def encourage you to not make the same mistake lil' bro.

 

[MercyHunter]

>Also, if we are talking "practicing on my own" for a future male partner, as a woman is actually impossible! Because im a cis woman, who doesn't have a dick.

This isn't tho, you're just lacking imagination.

Like, stroke an imaginary cock? Wash more cucumbers? Lmao

I feel like you really didn't like that one.
I mean I did kinda assume tbf but you'd have to be the only girl that's not a sad angry mess during her period for it to be inaccurate.
I wasn't trying to be mean just pointing out the kind of relationship you seek requires sacrifices on both sides.

Not really, i just don't like it when people make silly assumptions. I am quite a mess on my period and i would have actually agreed with you if you made that point haha.
I know that it requires "sacrifices" i prefer to call it "beneficial for the other person decisions" (the word makes it sound worse than it is). All good relationships require that from time to time, not only the romantic ones. I've done a lot for friends, I'm willing to do even more for my partner it's pretty simple

Craving attention is the vanillaest of girlkinks and i have been told the pinch of rape fantasy is considered a feature on you newer models.
You'll be fine you just need to find a nice boy you like.

I wouldn't call it a kink honestly, it more of a "princess mentality". And when it comes to the "rape fantasies", can it even be called that when the "victim" is a willing participant? It's caused by all the stupid movies and books that have it. The "oh so innocent girl" and thr "bad boy" (who sexually assults her in some way, but they both pretend that it's okay becouse she "wanted it" but not really).
The After movies, im looking at you!

From my experience, "nice boys" are complete pussies with a no desire to grow up (they are the male version of the "Disney princess mentality" in women. They are the "Peter pans"). I'd much rather be with a "kind man" (and yes, there is definitely a difference).

I've unfortunately spent all my skill points into the interwebs weirdo subclass and I've become kinda decenstivised. I would def encourage you to not make the same mistake lil' bro.

Too late big bro , I've already spent all my points to max out my creative weirdness (ngl many people would argue that this forum is the "internet weirdo subclass")

 

[RougeKarma]

Tbf washing more cucumber would double as cooking training.

>It's caused by all the stupid movies and books that have it.

Big media is def not your ally despite all its posturing.


>From my experience, "nice boys" are complete pussies with a no desire to grow up (they are the male version of the "Disney princess mentality" in women. They are the "Peter pans"). I'd much rather be with a "kind man" (and yes, there is definitely a difference).

Damn right in the feels you're not bad at this.
Growing up mostly sucks but youre definitely right there can only be one princess in a functional relationship.

>I've already spent all my points to max out my creative weirdness

I can see that and it seems to me you did a pretty good job. Still it oftens becomes a lonely path would recommend you start diverging a bit.

>(ngl many people would argue that this forum is the "internet weirdo subclass")

Havent been on here long enough to know for sure but from what I've seen so far it seems pretty tame compared to the level of raw degeneracy the Internet hate machine can produce.
It's not too late for you little bro' you can still be a normie.

 

[MercyHunter]

Damn right in the feels you're not bad at this.
Growing up mostly sucks but youre definitely right there can only be one princess in a functional relationship.

Yeah and thats the daughter, if there is one. The people in the relationship should both be spoiled, just in the ways that they need/ like. It's not a give and take, it's a give and give.

Still it oftens becomes a lonely path would recommend you start diverging a bit.

There is absolutely nothing better than finding a person who's weird matches your weird. I've been blessed with absolutely fantastic friends so im very hopeful that i will eventually find a partner who will get it. You sound a bit skeptical about it, but i do belive that most people have the chance to meet a someone, who is able to love them the way they've always wanted to be loved.

Havent been on here long enough to know for sure but from what I've seen so far it seems pretty tame compared to the level of raw degeneracy the Internet hate machine can produce.

Oh its 100% tame and also very respectful for the most part. That's why i find it funny that it would be considered "far too weird" for quite a lot of people. Discord and Omegle were the true evil and with the amounts of things I've seen online, very little can shock me as well!
Mainstream media ruins everything, from good porn, "fake kinksters", music, subcultures, all the way to fucked up websites. And with the internet, once you see it you can't unsee it! (I don't think that being a "normie" is physically possible for me. And i think that its cool that people are weird, it makes life intresting, so don't ever minimize your wacky side big bro! Someone somwhere appreciates that!)

 

[subzzzero]

From my experience, "nice boys" are complete pussies with a no desire to grow up (they are the male version of the "Disney princess mentality" in women. They are the "Peter pans"). I'd much rather be with a "kind man" (and yes, there is definitely a difference).

Was just having the “nice” vs “kind” discussion at work this week. It’s amazing to see how many people don’t know it.

 

[RougeKarma]

>You sound a bit skeptical about it, but i do belive that most people have the chance to meet a someone, who is able to love them the way they've always wanted to be loved.

I don't think being weird is the issue the issue would come from the Internet part. It's a lot of time by yourself picking bad habits. You don't even notice it until you gotta let somone in your space and once you do reconize the problem it's a lot of baggage to unload. They're a lot harder to drop than pick up btw. Now im admittedly projecting a bit here I don't know youre particular situation and I'm not saying it's impossible to strike a healthy balance, just that it's good to diverge your skills.

>Mainstream media ruins everything, from good porn, "fake kinksters", music, subcultures, all the way to fucked up websites.

They do, unfortunately theyre build to make monnies not culture and poeple are animals. We've got the worst tastes. I'm not above mindless entertainment but I won't be sad to see them die even if its to be replaced by insuferable influencers.

>I don't think that being a normie is physically possible for me.
Why do you say that if I can ask?

 

[MercyHunter]

Was just having the “nice” vs “kind” discussion at work this week. It’s amazing to see how many people don’t know it.

It truly is fascinating how many people think that being "nice" is a great compliment! It's like being called "chill" or "okay". It depends a lot on the situation as well but I've always felt that being "kind" is a lot more genuine.

 

[subzzzero]

Nice is not saying anything and lying whether directly or indirectly.
Kind is being honest but still respectful of the other person.

 

[MercyHunter]

It's a lot of time by yourself picking bad habits. You don't even notice it until you gotta let somone in your space and once you do reconize the problem it's a lot of baggage to unload. They're a lot harder to drop than pick up btw. Now im admittedly projecting a bit here I don't know youre particular situation and I'm not saying it's impossible to strike a healthy balance, just that it's good to diverge your skills

I fully understand what you are talking about! I used to be exactly this way because of my "internet habits". At some point i had a bit of a reality check, and have now started to prioritize "real life" a lot more (this is still real life, just a diffrent kind. And a lot easier to fake lol). It definitely has a lot of negatives, but as long as you see where the bad habit started and you've set your mind, you can do it!

They do, unfortunately theyre build to make monnies not culture and poeple are animals. We've got the worst tastes. I'm not above mindless entertainment but I won't be sad to see them die even if its to be replaced by insuferable influencers.

People definitely ARE animals. I've heard "goth mommy" and "i want a goth gf, pls dom me" far too many times. (I feel like Bayonetta from the vid below). All becouse of some influencers and the unethical way some OF models advertise themselves. I would do anything to bring back 2010s internet.

>I don't think that being a normie is physically possible for me.
Why do you say that if I can ask?

I've always been quite odd, from my interest to my personality. I think my childhood may have played a part in this. But ive always been into more vulgar and macabre things. I was quite sheltered (and very conservative/ religious) yet i couldn't tare of my eyes from the TV screen with the bride in the black dress (we used to watch "say yes to the dress" regularly) and i will never forget how confused my mom was at my reaction. It's like a physical need to just BE that. I've tried to change many times but something inside of me NEEDS earings with teeth, you know?
I feel like we are born with some of it. Maybe it was the strong rules and values? Maybe it was the "goth girl" charecters on tv? Maybe it was a mix of all of it, but i don't think that i will ever know why, and how it all started.
Being "normal" just makes me feel very empty (i actually start tweaking, im not even kidding). I was also a very dramatic child who liked over the top things. I think i was just born like that idk

 

[RougeKarma]

I fully understand what you are talking about! I used to be exactly this way because of my "internet habits". At some point i had a bit of a rwaloty check, and have now started to prioritize "real life" a lot more (this still real life, just a diffrent kind. And a lot easier to fake lol). It definitely has a lot of negatives, but as long as you see where the bad habit started and you've set your mind, you can do it!

It's good to read you're aware of it.

People definitely ARE animals. I've heard "goth mommy" and "i want a goth gf, pls dom me" far too many times. (I feel like Bayonetta from the vid below). All becouse of some influencers and the unethical way some OF models advertise themselves.

I got the feeling she doesn't completely hate the attention for some reason
(All characters mentioned in this post are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental)

I would do anything too bring back 2010s internet.

There's still plenty of weird out there if you're willing to look for it that's definitely one of the things it can be trusted with. I get what you mean tho things feel overall a lot more corporate and samey.

Being "normal" just makes me feel very empty (i actually start tweaking, im not even kidding). I was also a very dramatic child who liked over the top things. I think i was just born like that idk

I can relate to that, forbidden fruits always taste the sweetest and it do be pretty nice to feel special. Truly freeing yourself from all social norms is pretty empowering but when you really reach that point you're pretty much unfit for general polite society.
Being able to relate to the rest of the herd is an unfortunate necessity unless you're ready to embrace the path of the wizard. (Or cat-lady I guess if youre a girl, you really got screwed on that one btw we get cool hats and virginity fuelled powers and you get a dingy apartement that smells of cat piss)