Over the years I have by accident or incident been exposed in some way. Either some one finding out about some of my sexual kinks or just seeing my tiny dick or actually masturbating. The the exposure of my personal fetishes and related activities has been relatively rare but more of an embarrassment , humiliation and sometime horrible discomfort than even my sph and pre sph humiliations . The physical exposures on the incidental side involve crossing paths with a known rival at public urinals or leisure centers changerooms or showers. ( I usually use stalls rather than urinals to avoid such things and I tend to take a shower ( if necessary when the showers are unoccupied - if possible) I am very cautious in changerooms and do my best to get undressed or dressed away from anyones direct eyesight. If you havent guessed I have a very tiny penis - especially when flaccid - and extremely small if I suffer shrinkage ( it shrivels to literally baby sized proportions and anyone no matter what their age would embarrass me - picture a baby gherkin pickle) Even after my realization of an sph fetish it feels totally embarrassing or worse in those situations. At least if I am caught out by women I still may feel embarrassed and shamed at the time but I totally get aroused later when thinking about it. If it is solely involving men that kind of post thrill is rare ( with only a few exceptions)
An example of one such incidental crossing of paths is when a rival for the attentions of a female housemate and I saw each others endowments when he happened to be at the same leisure centre at the same time and recognised me in the changeroom ( at least it was before I had a swim) He wasnt huge but he still was at least 3 times the size of my baby dick ( his hangs down while mine is more like a nubbin that can barely be seen in my pubic hair) Nothing was said or overtly indicated by him that he would have felt superior and perhaps a bit piteous of my shortcoming. However he was emboldened in his pursuit of the girl and I am certain he made sure this encounter and my obvious unendowment became part of the gossip mill. ( to my knowledge no one in that household - 2 girls and three guys - were aware I have a very tiny penis. That changed. Size doesnt matter or not the girl in question cooled her own flirtations with me. He didnt get the girl in the end but I was definitely out of the running. However my sph fetish provided me with a lot of wank material after that unfortunate exposure because I knew the girls in the house and possibly some of their female friends would gossip about my tiny dick and that is an sph excitement.
An example of one such incidental crossing of paths is when a rival for the attentions of a female housemate and I saw each others endowments when he happened to be at the same leisure centre at the same time and recognised me in the changeroom ( at least it was before I had a swim) He wasnt huge but he still was at least 3 times the size of my baby dick ( his hangs down while mine is more like a nubbin that can barely be seen in my pubic hair) Nothing was said or overtly indicated by him that he would have felt superior and perhaps a bit piteous of my shortcoming. However he was emboldened in his pursuit of the girl and I am certain he made sure this encounter and my obvious unendowment became part of the gossip mill. ( to my knowledge no one in that household - 2 girls and three guys - were aware I have a very tiny penis. That changed. Size doesnt matter or not the girl in question cooled her own flirtations with me. He didnt get the girl in the end but I was definitely out of the running. However my sph fetish provided me with a lot of wank material after that unfortunate exposure because I knew the girls in the house and possibly some of their female friends would gossip about my tiny dick and that is an sph excitement.