Eating your own cum
So, I'm bi and have never had a problem eating cum from others but like many others posting on this topic, I initially had a problem eating my own. I tried getting my legs up and jacking my cock over my face but just couldn't keep my mouth open when I shot my load. I've tried putting it on food, on a tabletop or dish, in a cup, and always the same... just no interest in eating it once I came. So the problem was lack of that state of horny kinkiness after cumming.
I heard others had created "cum-sickles" and thought okay, worth a try. I built up quite a hefty amount in a small container, cumming and freezing it repeatedly until I had about a half a cup of my cum.
So the day came. Started jacking to some good porn while I let it defrost. At the pivotal moment, as a boost to nearing a good cum, I took the container now fully defrosted and poured all the contents into my mouth. Yumm... kind of.
So, the texture once it defrosts is not the same, it's very watery. Plus the next day, I had some intense intestinal discomfort which I believe was from drinking different loads of cum saved up over time. The frozen cum I believe had enough time to defrost somewhat before I added to it at the end of each fap-fest. Refreezing, defrosting slightly, refreezing, over and over.
I'm basically saying the approach to eat your cum by freezing it didn't work for me. I didn't want to eat a small load, I wanted a piggishly big load to swallow.
Which brings me to the best way I know to take that step and eat your cum. I like toys (or a good empty wine bottle). I'll put on some good nasty porn, sit on a good sized dildo, and fap away. Then I'll edge. At a certain point when I know I could cum, I back off and pull back on the frenulum, the connecting bit to the cockhead. That extra little pull causes a big load of cum to flow out without the orgasm. I can get a nice palmful of cum which (since I'm still kinked out/horny), I have no problem swallowing off my palm and then licking it clean. This works for me and makes me even more horned out for a good jacking off and finish.