You know maybe one of those who suggests buying something instead of you making something should put their cash where their mouth is and buy it you as a present... just an idea.
I seem to be into shredding clothes at the moment so how about... taking a white tee shirt and shredding it, doing the same to a skirt or shorts.... or maybe a sheet.... white body make up.. heavy on the black eye liner... bright red lips and nipples.... black nails both feet and hands... chalk dust in your hair.... side tie panties or bikini bottoms for getting in to places.. remove once inside.... keep your pussy wet by fingering yourself when you think no-one is looking or by applying from a tube of ky. If anyone asks your a zombie with a wet pussy.... maybe the 200th person to ask gets a different answer.. your a zombie with a wet pussy that needs to get played with....