Other than my prime fetish ( sph) I have garnered un- sph related turn ons that were jump started by being privy to other peoples real experiences or fantasy desires.
One in particular first came into my sex fantasy world over a decade ago and I still peruse porn sites looking at vids that showcase the scenario ( I also cant help imagining the girl who related her secret but unfulfilled fantasy actually indulging it)
Her name was Susan. She was ( and probably still is ) a gob smackingly beautiful woman. I had a friend who hooked up with her for awhile and after their first bit of sex he told me he felt like he was bedding a Bond Girl. I met her soon after and he was not exaggerating one iota. Anyway she became part of my social sphere and still was for years after she broke up with him. She always was with guys with CatWalk looks. I fancied her like hell but although I am considered to be a handsome chap I believed I was out of her league. We became very good 'just friends' and he confided a lot of personal stuff to me as well as me being a shoulder to cry on .
One late night after perhaps a bit too much wine she confessed a sexual fantasy to me. ( you might think this would embolden me to think I might just have a chance with her but other facts I knew all too well kept me at bay) She told me that she often fantasized about having sex with very unhandsome men.
( I think that was always going to be a fantasy kick that she would never persue in reality) Part of this confession included the detail that they had to have a huge cock ( I already knew she was a bit of a size queen but indirectly through the rumour mill) I actually have a tiny penis as it goes and she was aware of that but my fantasy in this case is not based on that)
To cut to the chase I have fantasized about voying her being fucked by the type of guys she described but that being beyond unlikely I watch vids of the ugly v pretty variety. ( both the hetero and lesbian variety)
As a footnote : I also love/hate the fact she knows I have a tiny cock. This is a dual conundrum of my fetish that has been part sexkick bonus and part sex frustration. I however balance it out as my fetish is so strong it compensates well for my history of pre- sph humilations/ disappointments and embarrassments.
I lost touch with Susan a few years ago but until then although we lived in different continents we were connected by good ol email. I had during our time had felt comfortable enough to confess my sph fetish. She like many have never heard of such a thing and didnt get it but she evetually understood it.
I would love to tell her how I play with my tiny penis while watching her being fucked by a big dicked guy ( no matter what their profile was) but our sex related chats were generally not overly detailed and not a regular subject and that is for me to know and her not to find out - maybe she has actually fulfilled her fantasy - love to reconnect and have that confession.
One in particular first came into my sex fantasy world over a decade ago and I still peruse porn sites looking at vids that showcase the scenario ( I also cant help imagining the girl who related her secret but unfulfilled fantasy actually indulging it)
Her name was Susan. She was ( and probably still is ) a gob smackingly beautiful woman. I had a friend who hooked up with her for awhile and after their first bit of sex he told me he felt like he was bedding a Bond Girl. I met her soon after and he was not exaggerating one iota. Anyway she became part of my social sphere and still was for years after she broke up with him. She always was with guys with CatWalk looks. I fancied her like hell but although I am considered to be a handsome chap I believed I was out of her league. We became very good 'just friends' and he confided a lot of personal stuff to me as well as me being a shoulder to cry on .
One late night after perhaps a bit too much wine she confessed a sexual fantasy to me. ( you might think this would embolden me to think I might just have a chance with her but other facts I knew all too well kept me at bay) She told me that she often fantasized about having sex with very unhandsome men.
( I think that was always going to be a fantasy kick that she would never persue in reality) Part of this confession included the detail that they had to have a huge cock ( I already knew she was a bit of a size queen but indirectly through the rumour mill) I actually have a tiny penis as it goes and she was aware of that but my fantasy in this case is not based on that)
To cut to the chase I have fantasized about voying her being fucked by the type of guys she described but that being beyond unlikely I watch vids of the ugly v pretty variety. ( both the hetero and lesbian variety)
As a footnote : I also love/hate the fact she knows I have a tiny cock. This is a dual conundrum of my fetish that has been part sexkick bonus and part sex frustration. I however balance it out as my fetish is so strong it compensates well for my history of pre- sph humilations/ disappointments and embarrassments.
I lost touch with Susan a few years ago but until then although we lived in different continents we were connected by good ol email. I had during our time had felt comfortable enough to confess my sph fetish. She like many have never heard of such a thing and didnt get it but she evetually understood it.
I would love to tell her how I play with my tiny penis while watching her being fucked by a big dicked guy ( no matter what their profile was) but our sex related chats were generally not overly detailed and not a regular subject and that is for me to know and her not to find out - maybe she has actually fulfilled her fantasy - love to reconnect and have that confession.
