subspace followed by Subdrop

[submark81]

After years of enjoying a good ol' corporal punishment / impact play sessions and just going with the flow, 2 days ago I had a session which wasn't as hard as normal due to an already bruised bottom but after an hour of impact play with floggers, canes and paddles, I ended up feeling on top of the world. Towards the end I started giggling uncontrollably, (which also made Mistress start to giggle sometimes), but then in the midst of giggling ended up feeling no pain whatsoever from some quite hard flogging and what I was told was only medium caning.

I have never ended up in Subspace with any play, but I'm starting to think I may have ended up starting to go into subspace. I could still control myself and talk normally, but all pain was overwhelmed with pleasure and the giggling which I have never done before. Has anyone ever had that happen?

But now also, I am on Day 2 of a severe Sub Drop (feeling very depressed and somewhat tired even though I have slept 2 nights really good. Again, this is the very first time I have ever experienced a sub drop post session (I have experienced it mid session where we just ended up stopping because of it but was fine after.

Part of me is wishing I had never done it as I don't like the feeling of the drop, but please assure me it gets better over time

 

[subzzzero]

After years of enjoying a good ol' corporal punishment / impact play sessions and just going with the flow, 2 days ago I had a session which wasn't as hard as normal due to an already bruised bottom but after an hour of impact play with floggers, canes and paddles, I ended up feeling on top of the world. Towards the end I started giggling uncontrollably, (which also made Mistress start to giggle sometimes), but then in the midst of giggling ended up feeling no pain whatsoever from some quite hard flogging and what I was told was only medium caning.

I have never ended up in Subspace with any play, but I'm starting to think I may have ended up starting to go into subspace. I could still control myself and talk normally, but all pain was overwhelmed with pleasure and the giggling which I have never done before. Has anyone ever had that happen?

But now also, I am on Day 2 of a severe Sub Drop (feeling very depressed and somewhat tired even though I have slept 2 nights really good. Again, this is the very first time I have ever experienced a sub drop post session (I have experienced it mid session where we just ended up stopping because of it but was fine after.

Part of me is wishing I had never done it as I don't like the feeling of the drop, but please assure me it gets better over time

Subdrop is real. Your dominant and yourself should have had aftercare plans in place. General approaches are snacks drinks and things that make you feel good. Hobbies fave movies shows activities. Even follow up discussions and feedback with your dominant

 

[Dominantsub]

Completely second subzzzero's suggestions. I promise you it's real and I have experienced it more than once.

I have found that having rituals which I condition over regular life help in replenishing the dopamine a little. I go out to a movie and then to one of my favorite restaurants and indulge myself. If it is bad enough that I can't go out, I order in some junk food like fried chicken, etc and put on some anime and spend the day resting at home.

Of course this might not work for you but I hope it gives some ideas of what you could maybe look at to feel better? And you are definitely not alone! Hope you feel a lot better!