Hello I am still a virgin... yes I know I am kind of old for that (21) but I am very shy irl anyway I often feel a strong desire to have something inside me but I am not sure what is best to start with. Other than fingers I have tried those and I can fit about 2-3 but I also feel like I want to be stretched quite a lot. I don't have access to proper toys but if you can think of any good household items that would be great. Thanks in advance.