What is this about?
I am not very experienced, but I tried a couple things before. Up until now I was very cautious and didn't try many dangerous things at all. That said I often dream of being abducted and/or blackmailed into being a sex slave. I also love the thought of being hypnotized into being an unwilling slave in my own body. I will never experience any of these and I am very sure that reality would not match fantasy at all. Thus I don't think I will ever try any of these. But I think I should try something dangerous for once. I might like it. But I still want to ensure I can't be harmed while giving up control. That means I will put me in a situation where bad things can happen, but which wouldn't destroy my life.
What did I prepare?
I put incriminating material on an usb drive. It's a couple pictures which I don't want to be seen by anybody. I dropped this usb stick hidden at my parents home today. I will not be able to retrieve it for some time while my parents on the other hand can retrieve it. That means the information where it's hidden plus a way to contact my parents will be a solid blackmail start. I also set up anonymous mail receive for my parents with a password only stored at my parents computer. I created some throwaway mail address there.
I will give the throwaway mail adress and the location of the usb stick to one person. I will at their mercy afterwards until I can retrieve the usb stick. They can push me as much as they like, but when things go south I will only be exposed to my parents. That's bad, but not the end of my life. If they push me to hard, I will probably stop playing and accept my fate. That means whoever get's to blackmail me, will not be able to cross certain boundaries.
Who am I?
I am a genderfluid bisexual submissive from Germany. That means I use the time zone UTC+1. Kink is only a small part of my life, but I can't live without. Every now and then I got the opportunity to play, sometimes online and sometimes in real life. So a couple people know about my darker side, but my family is unaware. I would like to keep it like that, but only future will tell. I love erotic stories and I started a couple different ones. I posted one of those here, but unfortunately I didn't have time to finish it yet. I probably will continue it eventually though.
I do not live alone, but I will do so for a couple days. That means I can use the whole flat for playing. I can also use toys openly as long as I stay within my flat, but I do not have many toys unfortunately. My body is unmodified, no tattoos and no piercings. I will not change that anytime soon. Once in a blue moon I like to dominate, but it is so rare that I don't consider myself a switch. I am a bitchy sub sometimes though. That said I don't think I will dare to be stubborn at all while in blackmail.
What are my limits?
My hard limits are things that bring trouble (social suicide, face pictures, personal data, offline interactions) as well as permanent changes to my body or life. I will also refuse to do scat or anything dangerous (like asphyx play, stronger intoxication).
My soft limits are pictures, playing outdoors, body writing, and mild intoxication (getting a bit tipsy). I will probably refuse those but if I get horny and desperate, I might be willing to cross those boundaries. I would not place any bet on it though.
What are my likes?
I love being under control of somebody else. That's why I do this experiment in the first place. I like orgasm control and mild spanking, up to hard spanking when horny. I would love to try erotic hypnosis. When I orgasm I usually lose drive, but I do not know what that means in a blackmail situation. I am open to try new things as long as it does not involve buying anything. I won't be able to do so within the next couple days anyway.
I am looking forward to not knowing what will happen and to have no control over what happens at all. Until now I always had my sessions planned ahead with very specific negotiations beforehand. I think it's time to have it differently for once.
What about You?
Since I am bisexual, I don't care who You are, as long as You are willing to push me for a while. I do prefer females though and I did not have a male Dom yet. That said I also did not have many different female Dommes yet. I require You to be somebody having fun controlling somebody's whole life for a while. You're an even better match if You're able to push a submissive with carrot and stick, even better if You can manipulate people with words. If You got a female voice, You can try to hypnotize me on Your own, though You can also use hypnosis videos from the internet. Don't try to hypnotize with a male voice, I tried it a couple times and it won't work. Make me Your slave - at least for a while.
What is the exact schedule?
Play start: Friday 8pm UTC+1, about 20 hours after this post
Play end: Saturday 1pm UTC+1, 17 hours after play start
I might be able to start a bit earlier. I got an appointment with my parents on play end, but they tend to be late and they also cancel appointmens every now and then. I might be forced to be a blackmail slave for longer if luck isn't on my side. I willingly agree to being under blackmail until I am able to retrieve the usb stick.
Questions?
If any question remains, feel free to ask.
I am not very experienced, but I tried a couple things before. Up until now I was very cautious and didn't try many dangerous things at all. That said I often dream of being abducted and/or blackmailed into being a sex slave. I also love the thought of being hypnotized into being an unwilling slave in my own body. I will never experience any of these and I am very sure that reality would not match fantasy at all. Thus I don't think I will ever try any of these. But I think I should try something dangerous for once. I might like it. But I still want to ensure I can't be harmed while giving up control. That means I will put me in a situation where bad things can happen, but which wouldn't destroy my life.
What did I prepare?
I put incriminating material on an usb drive. It's a couple pictures which I don't want to be seen by anybody. I dropped this usb stick hidden at my parents home today. I will not be able to retrieve it for some time while my parents on the other hand can retrieve it. That means the information where it's hidden plus a way to contact my parents will be a solid blackmail start. I also set up anonymous mail receive for my parents with a password only stored at my parents computer. I created some throwaway mail address there.
I will give the throwaway mail adress and the location of the usb stick to one person. I will at their mercy afterwards until I can retrieve the usb stick. They can push me as much as they like, but when things go south I will only be exposed to my parents. That's bad, but not the end of my life. If they push me to hard, I will probably stop playing and accept my fate. That means whoever get's to blackmail me, will not be able to cross certain boundaries.
Who am I?
I am a genderfluid bisexual submissive from Germany. That means I use the time zone UTC+1. Kink is only a small part of my life, but I can't live without. Every now and then I got the opportunity to play, sometimes online and sometimes in real life. So a couple people know about my darker side, but my family is unaware. I would like to keep it like that, but only future will tell. I love erotic stories and I started a couple different ones. I posted one of those here, but unfortunately I didn't have time to finish it yet. I probably will continue it eventually though.
I do not live alone, but I will do so for a couple days. That means I can use the whole flat for playing. I can also use toys openly as long as I stay within my flat, but I do not have many toys unfortunately. My body is unmodified, no tattoos and no piercings. I will not change that anytime soon. Once in a blue moon I like to dominate, but it is so rare that I don't consider myself a switch. I am a bitchy sub sometimes though. That said I don't think I will dare to be stubborn at all while in blackmail.
What are my limits?
My hard limits are things that bring trouble (social suicide, face pictures, personal data, offline interactions) as well as permanent changes to my body or life. I will also refuse to do scat or anything dangerous (like asphyx play, stronger intoxication).
My soft limits are pictures, playing outdoors, body writing, and mild intoxication (getting a bit tipsy). I will probably refuse those but if I get horny and desperate, I might be willing to cross those boundaries. I would not place any bet on it though.
What are my likes?
I love being under control of somebody else. That's why I do this experiment in the first place. I like orgasm control and mild spanking, up to hard spanking when horny. I would love to try erotic hypnosis. When I orgasm I usually lose drive, but I do not know what that means in a blackmail situation. I am open to try new things as long as it does not involve buying anything. I won't be able to do so within the next couple days anyway.
I am looking forward to not knowing what will happen and to have no control over what happens at all. Until now I always had my sessions planned ahead with very specific negotiations beforehand. I think it's time to have it differently for once.
What about You?
Since I am bisexual, I don't care who You are, as long as You are willing to push me for a while. I do prefer females though and I did not have a male Dom yet. That said I also did not have many different female Dommes yet. I require You to be somebody having fun controlling somebody's whole life for a while. You're an even better match if You're able to push a submissive with carrot and stick, even better if You can manipulate people with words. If You got a female voice, You can try to hypnotize me on Your own, though You can also use hypnosis videos from the internet. Don't try to hypnotize with a male voice, I tried it a couple times and it won't work. Make me Your slave - at least for a while.
What is the exact schedule?
Play start: Friday 8pm UTC+1, about 20 hours after this post
Play end: Saturday 1pm UTC+1, 17 hours after play start
I might be able to start a bit earlier. I got an appointment with my parents on play end, but they tend to be late and they also cancel appointmens every now and then. I might be forced to be a blackmail slave for longer if luck isn't on my side. I willingly agree to being under blackmail until I am able to retrieve the usb stick.
Questions?
If any question remains, feel free to ask.
